how does it feel to live a lie?
recently (ok, fine) this afternoon, i got to know something somewhat disturbing.
to some of you might have known, i was quite hung up over a person's depression for quite a period of time.
this period of 'hung up' made me do extreme things, things that hurt myself, things that now on hindsight, looks stupid and dumb.
i've been trying really hard to move on for the longest time i can remember. and i've moved on, more or less. it's just that i've left a devastating pile of debris in my wake.
now, all i see in the mirror is someone who is so naive, so gullible to believe everything.
maybe it's time i learnt the lesson.
maybe it's time to see for myself what it is like.
maybe, just maybe, it's time to lead my old life back.
how does it feel to live a lie?
i don't know. you tell me.
recently (ok, fine) this afternoon, i got to know something somewhat disturbing.
to some of you might have known, i was quite hung up over a person's depression for quite a period of time.
this period of 'hung up' made me do extreme things, things that hurt myself, things that now on hindsight, looks stupid and dumb.
i've been trying really hard to move on for the longest time i can remember. and i've moved on, more or less. it's just that i've left a devastating pile of debris in my wake.
now, all i see in the mirror is someone who is so naive, so gullible to believe everything.
maybe it's time i learnt the lesson.
maybe it's time to see for myself what it is like.
maybe, just maybe, it's time to lead my old life back.
how does it feel to live a lie?
i don't know. you tell me.
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